So you want to kill yourself? You want to give up? You want to end the pain? Because no one cares about you. Your family hates you. Right? NO. Your parents walking in your room in the morning to only find a dead body. They’ll try their hardest to not think negative, and to just think that you’re fooling around. They will try to pull you out of bed by your cold, lifeless hands. Then they’ll start shaking you, trying to wake you up. They will scream and cry. They won’t know what to do. They will blame themselves. They will wonder what they did wrong. They will call your family at school. Your siblings will get the news at school and burst into tears, shaking uncontrollably. The teacher will try to console them, but they will just break down and push anyone and everyone away. They will blame themselves. They will loose all control. Your classmates will be at school that day and see you’re not in class. Their teacher will walk in and give the news. Your friends will burst into tears, sobbing endlessly. they will wonder why you didn’t tell them how you felt, wondering why they couldn’t have saved you. They will blame themselves. The cocky guys and bitchy girls that called you slut/loser/hoe/ugly/fat/useless will be shocked, stunned and blame themselves. their stomaches will drop to their feet at the news. their whole bodies will tremble. They will take everything back in their minds, remembering the little things you did in class that didn’t seem special then. How stupid it was. All your classmates will remember you and all the positive things about you, because those are the only things that matter. If you take your own life, you will show society that he’s won. Society challenges us everyday with how we’re supposed to act/look like/achieve/be, but everyone is special. We were each put on this earth for a reason. It could be a small reason, it could be a big reason. Big or small, everyone has one. If you take your life, you have lost the precious game every single person on this planet fights on a daily basis. that game is called life. you get one life, and throwing it all away in one swift motion to get rid of the pain is irrelevant. Whatever causes the pain can be stopped. You want to end the pain? Try getting up, fighting your inner and outer demons, and make a difference in your life. Lose that weight. Earn those grades. Tell him/her/them how/what you feel/want/need. Put down the razor. Crawl away from the edge of the toilet seat. Take the finger out from the back of your throat. Put down the bottle. Spit out the pills. Don’t listen to the thoughts in your head. Be the strong one. You only get one life. Don’t waste yours on people/things who/that don’t deserve it. You’re beautiful. Inside and out. Whoever can’t see that has their own problems. Don’t let society’s demons win.
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